Don't make me feel guilty you guys
but for some reason i am kind of over her. Yes, Mariah the person, the singer...
The funny thing is that i have been a hardcore fan for over 19 years and have never felt this way before (she could do no wrong in my eyes).
I'll still stan for her music but i'm over her stubbornness, her lack of excitement over her career, her half assed performances, her and her "friends": " you will have to deal with whatever mess is happening right now quietly or you're not a real fan" kind of attitude...
Maybe i'm just getting impatient as i get older, maybe i was just a fan of Mariah Carey the singer who cared about her career, i really don't know but honestly that is how i feel right now. Maybe i'll get over it, who knows.
I still love her music and will always support it but couldn't care less about her personal life, personality, performances....

I don't like feeling this way though, what the heck is happening to me? Help!
