Thanks for all the advice guy, I know where you all are coming from.
The thing is, my current boyfriend is a great guy, just he isn't the usual guy I date, I mean I am usually dating the "bad boys" my current
boyfriend is anything but bad, he is laid back and fun however the guy I am lusting for is like my exes, total spunk total bad boy. His name is Darnell, the
guy who I am craving for, last night he was over because we are good friends, his fiance doesn't mind and neither does my b/f cause they think we're
just good mates. Anyway we talked for like 2 hours, I even admitted to him I get along with him more than my current boyfriend nowadays.
I totally get the point, if he leaves his fiance then the chances are he'll probably cheat on me too but the connection is there and his looks isnt the
only reason why I find him attractive, he is such a great guy personality wise too.